I couldnt send them a message directly so I have created this in the hopes it will be read by them

Dear Upworthy, Please help me share my message so that my sons death can mean something, so hopefully other people can learn from my journey, from my experience.... 

De...

Hello thanks for stopping by,

Last friday was a happy, yet sad day, Oliver is now 3 Months old!......but on the other hand this also means that Bailey has been gone now for 5 Months...

This month I have been thinking about things that will never be the sam...

Deep Breath... Ok... This will be a long post but bear with me. 

It's taken me a few days to have the courage to post a message like this.

A few days ago marked the day that 4 month previous my heart broke and my world as I knew it ended, but also marked the day 2 mon...